Okay Hi Peeps

Last Post For 2009 Yeah:D

And Happy Birthday To Marcus Teo:D

And He Still Remember Me:D

Anyway,I'm Like Writing Letters About 2009

Like Thanking People For Wad They Did For Me Lah

Then Must Read My Blog Post Again Siol

I Read I Also Feel Awkward HAAHAH

Like Lame Only

Then I Was Like Who The Fk Did I Fell For!

HAHAHA!Like Retarded-.-

Oh I Found Out I Was Really Pretty Retarded HAHA:D

Wadever:D

Look Forward To Next Year!Not

Anyway,Hopefully Next Year Will Be Better Than This Year Yeah.

And Major Reminder!

My Birthday Is On 11 May!!!!

Thanks:D

Think Gonna Countdown At Mac Since Miss Ng Is At Genting

And Mr Tay Too.

And I Can't Meet Second Miss Ng

Gosh THat Sucks

But I'm Meeting Third Miss Ng Since She Got Attachment At Dunno Where

But She Will Chiong Back To Tiong To Countdown Together:D

Left 8 More Hours To Countdown.

Think Enough Time To Write My Letter Bah:D

Look Forward To It People!

I Feel So Festive LOL!

Or Maybe Just Cos I'm Bored LOL!:D

Gotten The Books
Not Alot But!

MAJORLY THICK!

LOL!

I Need A New Bag!

jEEZ

And I Need A New Sony Ericsson Ear Piece!

I Need Headphones!

I Need,Thingys That You Use To Tie Your Hair With

I Forgot Wad It's Called

Like For An Instant-.-

Nvm.

I Need More Shirt!

I Need More Shorts!

I Need a life!

LOl That's Lame-.-

I Feel Lame Now

LOL

Toldja I'm Bored

And I Love The Typing Sound LOL

Okay Wad Else Do i need

Oh I Needa Buy BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!

WTF!

I Hate my life-.-

Wadever,I'm Gonna Get A New Life In 8 More Hours So

WHO CARES!

Shit I Need Money Now

ANd And I Need My Pay!

ARGH

I NEED SO MANY THINGS

AND THEN SOON NEW YEAR WILL COME

THEN I NEEDA BUY NEW CLOTHES

DAMNNNNNNNN ITTTTTTTT

SIANNNNNNN

MONEY FLYYYYYY

AWAYYYYYYYY

gosh i'm so drama now:D

Ciao:D

Okay I'm Bored So I Decided To Blog:)
Tomorrow Going For Mini CO Outing
Jeez,I Watch Sherlock Liao Leh
Sian Sian Sian!
And The Show Sibei Profound
But Cause I Already You Know..
Like Interested In Sherlock Holmes Abit Liao
So I Was Kinda Fascinated:D
Like Every Thing Has A Reason:D
Gosh,And His Fighting Skills Are Woah..
I Wan Learn!!>.<
LOL
Watched With SY And Sean
Sibei Cold Lah
Luckily Sean Know The Manager There
Then We Got Blanket:D
But Smell Like Popcorn
Hehe!:D
Then Stupid Sinyan Say When She Bend Down Take Something
She Look At Us And Laugh
COS
We Look Like Couple -.- _|_
LOL!
Anyway~
Had A Kinda Confession Time Before The Movie HAHAH:D
SY Understand Wad I Mean:D
After Movie Chiong Back To Tiong
Cause I Know The Bian Bian(zx)
Got Prezzie For Me And Sinyan!
Yay!So Happy Worz:D
Hahha,Then Go Back There Chat With Farhan And Marissa
Oh and sean also LOL.
Then Cause Farhan Was Preparing The Gift Exchange Lucky Draw Mah
Then I Help Him,
Then Hor,He Finish Liao
I Say I Will Random Pick
Who I Pick I Will Marry Who
If It's Boy Lah
Then I Pick
Hana,HAHAH
Not Counted
So Again
ANd It's..
MY DARLING FARHAN:D:D:D::D:D:D:D:
Muahhaha
Two Times IN A Row:D
Then That Sean Pop Out-.-
Anyway Fun Lah
Brownie Is Nice Btw
It's DARN GOOD:D
I Lazy blog liao byee

That Dream Was A Real Wake Up Call For Me.
I Mean..Seriously,Never Ever Thought My Life Will Be Like This
And Never Thought That My Dad Will Leave Me So Early
And IF I HAD FKING LET Down My PRIDE And Just Hug Him On His Death Bed..
I Won't Have To Regret Anything For My Whole Life.
If You Ask Me What I Want Most For Christmas,
I Will Answer With :
"Let Me Spend One Last Christmas With My Dad..Just One Day.
Nah..I Won't Be Greedy.One Hour.No..Even 1 Minute Can Do!"
I Just Wanna Say "Merry Christmas Pa,I Love You."
Takes Less Than 30 Seconds.
But I Can't.
Not Anymore.
When He Was Alive,I Bet I Didn't Even Think Of Saying This Few Words.
And His Last Christmas With Us,I Din Even See Him
Or Celebrate With Him.
Fk.I Hate Myself.
Why Din I Take The Initiative To Ask Him To Celebrate Together!
I Miss Him...Like Seriously.
.
.
.
.
.
After 45 Mins
.
.
.
And I'm Back.
Even Though He's Gone,
I'm Still Gonna Buy Him A Christmas Present
Cause,Yeah..I Think It's My First Christmas Present That I'm Buying For Him
Using MY OWN PAY:D
Yeah I'm Cheered Up Thanks To Mr Wu.
Yeah.Jia You!:D

I Dreamt That My Father Was Still Alive And He Suddenly Came Back
With A HUGE Boil And Half Of His Back Was Burned.
And He Looks Very Dirty And Everything
And He Look Tired.But He Seems Like He Lost His Memories
Then Yeah..I Let Him Sleep On My Bed,
Then For No Reason,
He's Helping Backstage For Concert
Then While Everything Was Going Well.
And Somehow There's Camera Filming The Concert.
And To Make Sure That My Father Was REALLY Alive
I Told Him To Go Out There
And He's Alive!
Wtf.Then Yeah..After The End Of The Concert
He Started To Disappear Slowly
By Turning Into Salt
But He Din Know He's Disappearing
Something Like That
Then I Started Panicking
And Everybody Hug Him
I Keep Hugging Him And He Keep Smiling
And I Said,"Pa,I Love you!"
Maybe Cos I Dun Wanna Regret Again
And He Continue Smiling
Then Went Into Rehearsal Room,
Slowly Slowly He Disappear..
Leaving Behind..Salt.
Then Woke Up.
Totally Cried When I Woke Up.
I DUN MIND If He's Gonna Disappear Like That
But..I REALLY Dun Wanna Regret Not Saying Anything To HIm!
I Fking Hate Myself.

Death:To see and talk with your dead parents in your dreams, represents your fears of losing them or your way of coping with the loss. You want that last opportunity to say your final good-byes to them.

Disappear:To dream that people or objects are disappearing right before your eyes, signifies your anxiety and insecurities over the notion that loved ones might disappear out of your life. You may feel that you cannot depend on someone and feel that you are alone and inadequate. You need to work on your self-image and self-esteem.

Alternatively, to dream that someone is disappearing suggests that you may not have given sufficient attention to those aspects/qualities of that person within your own self. Have you lost touch with some aspect of yourself?

Salt:To see or taste salt in your dream, represents a new found flare in your waking life. You are experiencing increased worth and a higher sense zest and vigor. Alternatively, salt also symbolizes dependability, truth, dedication and longevity.

Concert:

To dream that you are at a concert, represents harmony and cooperation in a situation or relationship in your waking life. You are experiencing an uplift in your spirits.

To dream that you are holding a concert, symbolizes your untapped talents and hidden potential. You need to show of your creative side.

Cry:

To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.

Smile

To dream that you or others are smiling, signifies that you are pleased with your achievements and approve of the decisions you have made. You will be rewarded for the good things you've done for others. Alternatively, you may be seeking for something or someone that will make you happy.

Scar

091209
Yay Concert Is FINALLY Over:D
After Practicing For Like 10 Months Or More.
One Night Then Over Le.
The Feeling Sibei Shoick Lah
Omg..THE HK AND MALAYSIAN PEOPLE ARE LIKE...
PRO!!!!Omg..Make Me Dun Dare To Blow LOL!
But Yeah,YUE LIANG I PLAY:D
Fun Lah:D
Then Take Lots Of Pictures:D
Like Cool Siol
Ended ANd Yeah I Kinda Lazy TO Write Lah.
Even Though Alot Of Problems In The Morning
But It Ended Sucessfully lah:D
In A Way.
Goshhh I Love Performing:D
Then After The Whole Thing
Went Mac With P,SY,HX,S,YL,LM,QW And K
Laughed And Gossip:D Then Homed

101209
Went Out With Peggy Sin Yan Hui Xin Sabrina Yi Ling
Watched Movie haha:DFun Siol
Watched Perfect Getaway!
NC 16 SIOL!
My First NC 16 MOVIE
Fun;D
Before The Movie Went To Eat Pastamania:D
Nice!!
And We Keep Playing The UFO Catcher Thingy
HAHA And We Got TWO Toys:D
Small One Lah.
One For Me ANd One Peggy's
MY ONE SITCH LEH!! THANKS TO SABRINA:D
Then Yeah,After Watching Movie Take Mrt Go Back Tiong mac
haha,Then Tiong Park
Laughed Like Crazy
And Yeah Sin Yan Hui XIn And Sabrina Damn Daring
HAHA.
Then Met QW They All For Supper
BlahBlah Blah
Then Homed:D
FORGOT TO SAY!
WE ALL WHERE CO T-SHIRT:D
THE BLACK ONE!:D
Damn Cool:D

111209
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO IVAN:D
Anyway
Today Met Peggy Early In The Morning
Then Cabbed To Furama Riverfront Hotel
Waited For The Others
Then Went Bugis With The Hong Kong People:D
Everybody Separate Group.
So Yeah Followed Them
Blah Blah
Then Meet Peggy's Group For Lunch
Then Assemble
Then Take Coach To The Airport
then reach there liao
keep taking photos
and lots of hugs:D
stupid qi wei got letter from the girls leh!!
omg i hate him!
haha kidding:D
then yeah quite cool lah.
then hugged alot of them when they are gonna pass the thingy
sad D:
then wave damn long.
Hahah:D
Then ..Homed?
I Lazy Write Lah!
If Not ALOT To Say One Lor :/

DOUBLE CHOCOLATE IS NICE BTW!

Arghh..I Was Like Having This Serious Mood swing Today
And I Was PISSED At EVERY SINGLE THING!

Like..Cried Cause I Feel Tired.
Lame HAHA.
Yeah I Also Dunno Why
Then Yesterday I Was Pissed At Sean
For No Reason
He Just Pisses Me Off.

Then Today..Yeah..Just Hate Playing The Same Song OVER AND OVER AGAIN
AND THE SPEED IS FREAKING FREAKING Slow.
Then I Got Pissed.Then Emo
Then Sin Yan Called
Say Today Got Work.
Then I Sian Diao
Then Like..Too Tired
I Won't Say I'm Stress Cause I Seriously Nothing To Stress About
But I Make Myself Stress
I Also Dunno Why.
Then Cried.
But..Yeah..Why Will I Let The Others See Me Crying

Anyway After That..The Mood Totally...
If People Ask Me How I Am
I Will Totally Feel Like Crying Lor.
Anyway..After CO,
Qi Wei Din Wanna "Hug"Me
Even Though I'm Like FKING Moody.
So My Mood Went Down More.
Then Chris Was Like Giving The Tulip To The Cello Girls
And He Promised Me He Will Give Me One Yesterday
Then I Asked For Mine Lah
Then He Say,
"I Gave It To The HK People"
And The Other Tulip Is For Li Min Who Didn't Come
At that Point,I Totally Got Pissed Off
Then Went To The Toilet
On The Way Cry Again
Just..Dun like People Break Their Promise.
Like Seriously Dun Like.
Will Get Seriously Disappointed
Then Actually He Dunno I Cry One
The Yan Ting Go Tell.
Fk.Then He Wanted To Give Me Li Min's Tulip
Then I Dun Wan Cause.It's Not Mine.
I Just Hate The Fking Feeling Of Someone Breaking My Promise.
Kay I Wanna Hit The Wall now.
Anyway..Blah Went Home.
Then Prepare For Work And Everything.
Went into crew room
chat with sy they all
then..farhan and iris break
then i decided to apologize to chris for being such a baby
even though he has already been stress enough
Then Yeah Obviously I Cried Again.
So Awkward Cried In The Changing Room
Then Sin Yan Comfort Me
LOL!
Anyway.
do fries for three fking hours
and due to mood swings
i was like pissed while doing fries.
like seriously no mood
then iris left then i runner for sin yan.
mood did get better cause i'm away from the heat
then after awhile,chris and gang came.
so awkward cause we wearing christmas hat
and damn itchy lah
omg...hahah
then they keep laughing-.-
then blah blah
end work.
ate,DRANK DOUBLE CHOCOLATE!
Nice:D

Then on the way called sean
and,as usual,he pisses me off so i hang him.
and he promised that he will chat with me today
liar.

Anyway Got This Two Boys,
Then When I Give The Burger To The First Boy
He Say:"You See!The Mei Nu Give Me First Leh"
To The Friend,LOL!Then I Totally Shocked
AHHAH Funny:D
wadever tomorrow got co.

Okay Suddenly Feel Like Blogging
Yesterday Was Miss Wong's Wedding
Din Go Cause Got Work
Sibei Sad Lah D:
Like So Damn FUCKING Wasted
Gosh..
Tried To Not Think About It The Whole Day
SO PISSED!!!!
Gosh.Blame Myself.Thanks-.-

Gosh I Needa Think Positive Thoughts!
Anyway,Congrats To Her For Becoming Mrs Tan:D
And Jia Le Treat Me Food
And Send Me Home!
Not Really Happy Lah..But.Oh Well..
And HK Came To Outram Today!
Must Be Happy!
They All Damn Cute Lah
Hhaha
Sibei Love My Group.
We Made Nicknames For Our Self (Outram Members:D)
I'm XIAO ZHU!!You Know~My Surname? CHOO?
So..YEAH! Now Luo Zhi Xiang Though!
Then Peggy Pei Pei
LOL!GAY!
Blah Blah Blah Blah
Then Played Wacko
Funnn
Then For No Reason,I'm The Leader-.-
Then Play Amazing Race,
Ran Around like CRAZY
Took Lots Of Photos Too
Funnn!
Then Like Bonded Together:D
Happy Happy
Then..Hmm..Dinner
Then Home
I Dunno Lah Damn Sian Now

Anyway Thanks To Sinyan For Helping Me Dry My Pants
And Shi Hui For That And Peggy
For Calling Shi Hui And Irene For That And..
I Dunno Liao HAHA:D
Just FK Awkward....
Wadever Nothign Say Le Bye.

(A Single Rose)

Pocho Pocho Everybody:D
Din Went CO
Why?
Cause My Throat Is Hurting And And
Stomach Cramp
Zzz..
ANYWAY~
HELLO WINTER,GOODBYE AUTUMN!
Even Though Dun Feel Any Changes In The Weather Lah...
BUT!It's Winter:D
Winter Means Wad,
IT MEANS CHRISTMAS IS NEAR!:D
CHRISTMAS MEANS WAD!
MEANS PRESENTS WILL START ROLLING IN!:D
Yay:D
Well,Not Really looking Forward To It-,-
Cause It Means The New Year Is Coming
And That Holidays Are Coming To An End-.-
So...Yeah..
Sian..

Watched 2012 With Peggy
Like Damn Sad Lah.
At Least The Main Character Survive Hohoho

Then Drank Hot Chocolate
Wished The Drink Was Thicker HAH:D
Anyway Tomorrow Sin Yan No Work-.-
FK HER!
Hahah!
And Sean Got Attachment!! D:
Damn It...
Nvm..

Dunno Wad I Thinking Also.
So Ciao:D